What has become of my guilty desire?

Over the day that you may light my Fire

Men who cast eyes whishing only for the lust

Asking why you believe such a man of distrust

Nor is it a game with seldom 2 winners

You must understand I and just a beginner

Over and over I say let them go

Under the pressure to of the point when I blow

Pure?  Maybe once you desire and the honor

Only the changes when you speak like a Connor

I myself have not filled half my avoid

So selfish and fickle other one who are toyed

On and off turn the passion of reason

Now and then wires crossed and my year out of season

Oh, it is you that hides behind the mask of shade

Using only your good so the truth you evade

Such a grand future but only half is I

Can it be she is lost like a star in the sky?

Up and over drink my blood and adore

Never to trust not again wretched whore

Try not to hit your ass out my door


You may never receive sensitivity

I don’t give what I possess

Still there is no need for you to change and give me your stress

Five pennies a nickel you were four pennies short from being

The mission I would not abort

But bitch you are a psycho when you go on a trip

Play the same record and the needle does skip

Pissen me off with her fickle emotions

I wish he to sink in a bottomless ocean

Clue less and roaming the mysterious heart

Only doing the things that would tear us apart

Go on with ideas that I never cared

And live like a fool acting brave when you are scared

But when I am gone maybe then you will see

That you were the one that would not let us be


Sorry I had to get it out but she is

I cannot understand the lack of respect and honor that my ladies have

I had a life man

And I am about to have a new one

Please forgive my bitterness but the circumstances have always won

I gave all I had and got nothing in return. Expected nothing

But for those who know love or seek it out tell me that commitment means something

That the values of marriage are not lost in soap opera

That the apple eve ate was a good thing

I make woman my god and love my religion not to be fooled by the false witnesses

I give all of me

You hear

You see

You type

Please help me understand the familiar pain of being betrayed

Totally unexpected my moiety slipped into the darkness of an Italian restaurant and fell in love

With someone else

I gave all

She, the we, I sought to see… faded

Scooby for all the Scooby snacks could not find the clues

Why? What have I done?  To say none

Love is not dead just dying

Only to be reborn in a new life

One of honor and trust respect and some lust but only in the highest sense

To share dreams and plot schemes. Is that a lot?

The rich man I may be and grow to be is not for me but for she

And in a blink I think

I would leave it all for the walk on the beach at sunset