But­ Before ­I­ Sleep

Irreplaceable I would have to say you are

In light of day in dark of night you are my lucky star

Who am I to hold you down?

And keep you in my heart

I am the second half of you that should never break apart

Who are you to fall for me?

And sacrifice your love

You are my little angle fallen from above

I said to you I forgot how to cry

I had forgotten how to feel

Now I remember the reasons why

I had wounds that could not heal,

You taught me how to care again,

Share again

To live my life

Play fair again

My eyes slowly close and I see you

I want to free you

Reunite again

I want to be with you

I wish to wear you like a necklace

And hear you like a song

I want to drink you like water

And touch you much too long

Bitch

Sorry I had to get it out but she is

I cannot understand the lack of respect and honor that my ladies have

I had a life man

And I am about to have a new one

Please forgive my bitterness but the circumstances have always won

I gave all I had and got nothing in return. Expected nothing

But for those who know love or seek it out tell me that commitment means something

That the values of marriage are not lost in soap opera

That the apple eve ate was a good thing

I make woman my god and love my religion not to be fooled by the false witnesses

I give all of me

You hear

You see

You type

Please help me understand the familiar pain of being betrayed

Totally unexpected my moiety slipped into the darkness of an Italian restaurant and fell in love

With someone else

I gave all

She, the we, I sought to see… faded

Scooby for all the Scooby snacks could not find the clues

Why? What have I done?  To say none

Love is not dead just dying

Only to be reborn in a new life

One of honor and trust respect and some lust but only in the highest sense

To share dreams and plot schemes. Is that a lot?

The rich man I may be and grow to be is not for me but for she

And in a blink I think

I would leave it all for the walk on the beach at sunset

An ­Emotion

As you can tell there’s something wrong

All the walls are crashing down

My body is strong yet still I’m weak

I’m being forced to frown

Too much fighting as my world keeps

Spinning round and round

Why is it that one human would look to hurt another

What the hell is wrong with your

You’re all my fucking brothers

I’ve never noticed color so call me colorblind

Why do people act like fools,

What’s running in the there minds?

There shouldn’t be any room to say

That we shouldn’t say a thing

I don’t believe there are baby birds

That never learned to sing

If one of you fell to the floor I wouldn’t mock your pain

For all the anger in the air we are all to blame

I said to me the other day to me my only friend

When did this violence first begin, when will it ever end

I can’t see why we act so odd, why do we always fight

I’m from the planet earth, like you, form morning into Night

I just sit back, with my mouth mute,

I never say a word

They only thing that I can so my voice cannot be heard

Let my message be remembered

Till’ the time you lay to die

You can never put a person down

For wanting just to cry